It never stops.. and we dont have a choice.. we are called parents... through thick and thin.. through happy times and sad times and through the never ending puke.. yes.. puke.. Poor Kenzie has done that more often than not in her short little life and no one can give us a reason why.. two days now and all she has done is throw up.. My carpets stink and she is so tired and cranky.. But no matter what.. we will take care of her..
I had to reschedule a couple appointments this week and that has sucked.. though they are rescheduled.. I got my perma tooth in today.. feels weird but i guess ill get used to it.. tomorrow i am supposed to have my counseling appt.. we will see if dan can get off since i cant take them to shelly's with her still throwing up.. and then we are supposed to go to the farmers market which should be fun. and then i have my appt with the surgon on friday.. hopefully ill get to go to that one too..
I am just so worn down though.. It never stops.. we keep going and going and when does everything we have end? I havent even eaten dinner cause i cant seem to find the time..(and a salt free meal)
When does it end.. when do i get just one day of peace? No im not talking about the kids screaming cause that is inevitible... im talking about circumstances.. without the puking.. without feeling my anxiety..without trying to be everything for everyone when its completly impossible.. espessially in my current emotional state.. I just cant keep going like this.. Im so tired.. I just cant make everyone happy.. One more day i guess..
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